Sleeping Pills

5:17am

Tonight is the second night. I am tired.Being whiny and still not able to accept if this is really happening. Well, it is. I'm not that young to have this raging hormones kicking me off my bed (it's just a carpet actually). I tried with a pillow down my back, on my face, switching sides, facing down, switching pillows, fan on face, fan on feet, blanket on face, blanket on feet, smoked, flipping pillow hoping that the cold side would put me to sleep. wished either would help.

Nothing to be compared to Tyler Durden but here's a quote I could not agree more.

Chuck Palahniuk - "With insomnia, you're never really awake; but you're never really asleep."

Somewhat true. Jacking off to Cheap porno did not help either. Whatever the reason is, I have been living fine thus far. At some point I thought, if It did not,does not for others, It should not matter to me.

So;
Dear Sleep,
why, now?